My name is Niklas Christl, I'm 26 years old, and I'm from Germany, but live in various countries. A long and challenging work project that lasted for 3 years had pushed me to my limits, which resulted in depression and suicide thoughts. At some point I was to tired of living with constant physical anxiety, which was the trigger to reach out to Ryan and seek for guidance. As I could heavily relate to Ryan's Youtube videos, I felt a lot of trust right from the start, and I believe it made our work together a lot more effective and transformational. The 1on1 calls with Ryan and the practices he showed me have helped me work through my anxiety, eliminate my negative self-talk, and develop a loving relationship to myself. In other words, Ryan's guidance has completely reshaped how I experience my reality, and I will be forever grateful to him. If you feel a strong misalignment in your own life and you haven't been able to re-align yourself, Ryan will be a phenomenal mentor who can help you get back to the person you are meant to be.

My name is Ammar, and I'm about to turn 40, from Jeddah. I've been exploring inner work for a few years, and Ryan's message and content felt connected to my heart's calling. Going through a challenging season in my life further kindled that connection, which made me decide to check out the mentorship. I didn't have serious doubts, but some hesitation, especially coming from a completely different culture, religion, language, and background. However, when I started attending the weekly calls, I felt a much deeper connection—it felt as though I'd known Ryan much longer and at a spiritual level. The timing of joining this journey with Ryan feels divinely designed for when I needed it most. Now after completing the weekly calls, I feel it is a new chapter and a new beginning. I feel better equipped with deeper understanding and tools to grow and face life challenges in an embodied and loving way with Divine guidance and presence. Ryan's words and message always gratefully come to mind, reminding me to bring the Divine into the bigger picture and ask Him to reveal the true nature of things. To someone seeing this right now who is unsure about working with Ryan, I would say: just jump on the exploring call, check your heart, and follow your inner calling.

Hey brother. I’m early 30s dude in western Canada. I discovered Ryan pretty early on in his YouTube journey and immediately connected with his authenticity and depth. The realizations and experiences he shares resonate with many of my own and I loved watching his growth as a creator. I gained much from his words over the years and I had a feeling we’d end up connecting more deeply at some point. Over the past year or so I’ve enjoyed a level of freedom that I always wanted… yet there was a familiar feeling of emptiness that was only becoming more apparent given the additional space to breathe. Avoiding it with substances, travel, and other distractions of course only let it manifest in more intense ways. With the birth of my first child around the corner I had a new found urgency to become more aligned with my true self. I returned to plant medicine and some other tools that I’ve had success with in the past, but this was the first time I considered any kind of coaching relationship. Ryan is the only person I ever felt compelled to work with in this capacity. I have long struggled with being vulnerable by sharing my feelings and have preferred to read, watch, consume, and figure things out myself. My ego resisted committing to the work with Ryan and it was hard to quantify what the benefit would be - but I am grateful that I listened to my intuition and took the plunge. It has been far from a smooth journey over the last few months. Many ups, downs, loops, and much work still to be done (always) - but it has been great having someone to trust and lean on during some intense life changes (including the birth of my son!). If you are considering working with Ryan, my only advice would be to search within and follow your intuition, and know that Ryan is ready to do his part if you are ready to do yours. Commit all the way, be vulnerable, and trust the process. Much love brother.

Hi everyone, I am a 34 year old man and come from Toronto Canada. Its difficult for me to really explain how much Ryan has helped me and how much change has come not just to myself but into my life as well. To give some background, I recently moved out to a new city and was on my own for the first time in my life. I had been living there for a while when things suddenly changed within. I felt as if all the pain, heartache and heartbreak I had been holding onto for years came bursting forth simply because it had space. It was actually a little before this had occurred that I had stumbled on Ryans videos. For months, I felt completely isolated, alone, struggling with dark thoughts, unable to focus and incapable of seeing all those around me and what was in front of me. My mornings would consistently begin with massive amounts of anxiety in my chest, and throughout the day I would be unable to focus, stuck in loops of regret, self hatred, what ifs and so on. I spent my days with a knot in my stomach. This lasted for almost a year consistently with very brief moments of respite. Throughout the year I tried meditation, the gym, therapy, but ultimately I was stuck in this cycle of shame, regret and just general sadness. There was a dark cloud hovering over me and the pain felt as if it out never end. Despite all of this, I would try to force myself out of my comfort zone with some encouragement from a friend. I tried things like pottery, sports, but nothing could really get me out of what I was feeling. Don’t get me wrong, there was progress but it was very slow and I couldn’t see anything, and I couldn’t really enjoy anything. All throughout this time I was watching Ryans videos, they had great kernels that I feel helped me move forward and many times during these days. There was this part of me that really wanted to reach out to him but something was holding me back. It wasn’t until I had maybe reached a point where I was truly ready to work with him that I did finally reach out (even though many parts of me doubting). I am honestly glad that I did. The three months where I had worked with Ryan was possibly the most transformative and healing experience I have had in my life. He would give me tough love when I needed it, guided me through many feelings and situations, truly helped me feel as if I wasn’t alone and continued to push me forward and encouraged me to move out of my comfort zone even further. When I was also ready, he suggested I dive much deeper within and guided me through a process to truly see myself and understand what was going on inside. It was here that I reached a true turning point. I learned how much anger and hatred I had been holding towards myself, how hurt I truly was and how I blamed myself for so many things that had happened. In later sessions I came to forgive and even began to give myself permission to dream again. It was here where I feel like so much of my progress happened, and Ryan guided me through all of it. The spiritual aspects of my journey with Ryan are deeply personal but I also feel everyone will experience something different there which is why it is difficult for me to go into further detail. Near the end of my time working with Ryan I was dating again, something he was helping me navigate, seeing friends more, taking physical training more seriously. I hadn’t fully turned the corner but the days of being lost in deep darkness were getting less frequent. After we had finished I kind of threw myself into life for lack of better word and next thing I knew I was kind of flowing with life again, a feeling I had almost forgotten. Now three months later after working with him I have returned to a more introspective state. I am looking back at the last 6 months, the three with him and the three that followed after and am genuinely shocked at how much had changed. Not only has the constant dread receded, but it feels almost as if the three months with him have helped me build my new life. I am finding myself becoming curious and genuinely excited about creative pursuits again. I look at my physical body and I see real change. I am seeing my friends far more and am reaching out to others. In addition, thanks to him pushing me to take the plunge dating and putting myself out there I am in a relationship with a genuinely wonderful woman. That isn’t to say that I don’t have the feelings of sadness, loneliness or anxiety at all anymore. They are just much further apart and thanks to a lot of the practices he taught me, I am able to pull myself out and weather the storm for lack of better term. I sometimes think about how I would feel if things here would fall apart, I know I would be devastated but I now genuinely believe I will be okay. I know I can put it back together again, and this newfound faith and optimism in life, in myself and in God, Ryan helped to guide me in cultivating. I am deeply thankful that my path crossed his and I am even more thankful that we got the opportunity to work together. He is kind, encouraging and from the bottom of his heart truly cares. I know I had written a lot here but I have had a lot of time to reflect and truthfully I am just very grateful to Ryan and I would love to one day work with him again, just this time with a more optimistic and positive backdrop.

I'm a guy in my early 30s who was going through probably the most difficult period of my life. I had moved to a new city and was struggling with excruciating emotional pain from a recent heartbreak. It was during this period that I came across Ryan's YouTube videos. Something about his message, music, and presence deeply resonated with me. I looked forward to watching his new videos and would go for walks during lunch breaks and at night, re-listening to them while trying to ease my pain. A year passed, and my pain had eased considerably. Ryan's videos, along with my own resources and tools that I had picked up over the year, helped me get there. I was no longer in extreme pain and my days felt lighter. However, deep inside, I knew intuitively that there was more to uncover and heal. This inner voice became louder the more I watched Ryan's videos. My inner voice told me that I should work with Ryan on a 1-on-1 basis to fully heal my wounds. But I was hesitant at first. I had never been to therapy and had never hired a coach like this. It felt almost crazy – out of the norm – to hire a coach from YouTube and be vulnerable with him. My analytical mind was initially skeptical: what if he's a fake guru who gives you BS 'spiritual' tips that don't actually work? I could just be wasting my money. But the more I chewed on this thought, and the more I watched his old videos, it became abundantly clear to me that this was false. If you've been through deep emotional pain (dark night of the soul), you would know that Ryan has gone through a similar journey with excruciating pain and was able to make it to the other side. You can sense this from his messages and presence. I wanted to be at the same level as Ryan: thriving as a healed version of myself. A few weeks later, I took the plunge and started working with Ryan. Initially, I didn't feel that different despite our weekly calls and following his suggestions. But I had this inner knowing that inner work takes time and if I stayed committed, the benefits would come eventually. That this was the most important work, and everything external would all take care of itself. Then, about halfway through the 3-month program, I had multiple life-changing realizations. One happened when I was going for a walk around my neighborhood. I noticed for the first time in my life how beautiful my surroundings were. How each tree had a unique and distinct look, with a different story. Each streetlight was so beautiful and it felt as if they were illuminating just for me. I was in total awe of how much beauty I was surrounded by, which hadn't been noticeable when I was wrapped up in my own ego and fixated on my emotional pain. I finally had the true realization that life was happening for me, not to me. There are therapists and coaches on YouTube who offer similar services. But for me, Ryan was the right person to guide me through this journey. I can truly say that I am a different person after working with Ryan. Now, even when emotional pain returns, I can neutralize it and transcend very quickly. I'm deeply grateful to Ryan.

My name is Marco. I came into this coaching program feeling lost and hopeless. I had no sense of direction or spark in my life. I was quite literally going through an identity crisis. After working with Ryan for 90 days, I feel more inspired, have a greater sense of purpose, and I have reconnected with both my creativity and inner child and am making the best art of my life while also living a more authentic life. The advice and wisdom shared and discovered throughout these 90 days has felt priceless. It unlocked new connections in my brain that I didn't know I needed. Now I need to go back and rewatch all the recorded calls. I always discover something new LOL I was also working with another coach at the same time. I was promised life-changing transformation through structure and routine—but the experience fell short. The support felt surface-level, communication became inconsistent, and I eventually stopped reaching out because it would take days to even hear back. I found myself creating my own routines just to keep going. In contrast, the consistency and presence that Ryan brought is unmatched. It’s not just about building habits or routines—it’s about feeling genuinely supported, seen, and held accountable. That level of care and reliability has made a massive difference in my mindset and progress. Even during tough moments I’ve stayed on track because I knew someone truly had my back.

Working with Ryan has been a powerful journey back to myself. I came in carrying emotional chaos, relationship wounds, and the weight of my own success—but also feeling lost. Ryan didn’t just give me spiritual fluff—he met me where I was, challenged me to see deeper truths, and helped me peel off layers I didn’t even know were blocking me. I doubted whether I could open up to another coach, especially around things that felt so raw—but I’m glad I did. Now I feel more grounded, more self-led, and far less reactive to the past. If you’re a high-achieving guy carrying deep internal noise, Ryan will help you clear it—without judgment, without ego. Just presence and truth. Grateful for the work we did together.

Difficult to put into words what Ryan has managed to do for me. I came to the community having done a lot of inner work on my own but still feeling very lost and like I was running out of options. After some community calls I decided to work 1 on 1 with him and it’s truly been one of the best decisions I’ve ever made in my life. His ability to understand where I was at throughout out our time together and show me that I was on the right path was incredible. Ryan has a gift for articulating spiritual concepts and making them digestible for anyone and his work with me equipped me with the tools i needed to continue moving forward on my own. I will forever be grateful for him.

Hey Guys, my name is Isaac from New Jersey, and I'm 40 years old. To give you a little bit of a background that led me to working with Ryan, it was about 6 months ago that I was in a toxic work environment, I had broken up with my fiancee a few months before that, I couldn't sleep at night, I couldn't get up in the morning, the noise in my head was on full blast, and I felt like I was simply existing, but not living. I felt no purpose. My self-esteem was in the toilet, my self-confidence was in a downward spiral, my anger was out of control, my relationship with God was pretty much non-existent, and I was heavily addicted to pornography (PMO). The thought of living life as I knew it no longer made sense, and I needed help finding answers to a myriad of questions, some being "Who the hell am I?, What is this hell I'm in that we all call life on Earth?, and what in the world am I doing here?" The only person who could help me figure out the answers to all these questions was Ryan because he had gone through all of it himself. Long story short, I signed up for the community after bumping into his YouTube videos, hopped on a discovery call, and here we are 6 months later. I'm by no means the man I was when I first started working with Ryan. My life is no longer the same, and I can confidently say that my life never will be the same. As I apply everything I've learned, life continues to become more beautiful and exciting. I live with unconditional self-love and acceptance of myself, which I've never had or experienced before, I'm at peace, I meditate every day, I'm free of pornography which had been a 22-year-long addiction, and I now attract healthy people in my life, and my relationship with God is more real than ever before because I've learned that life happens for us, and not to us. As I consciously work to embody that, I learn to appreciate life as it comes. "Battles" have become challenging opportunities for growth. Now, if you're thinking of working with Ryan, but you're unsure about it, ask yourself a few questions: 1. How many therapists have you worked with who truly understand me? 2. How many of them had the guts to talk about their own life challenges, and how they got through those challenges for the sake of teaching you? 3. Are you willing to try something new and different? Even though you've tried multiple times, you desserve and have the right to try again and risk being successful! If you do decide to work with Ryan just trust the process, and believe that you are capable of doing so much more than you can possibly imagine. Sending you all much love and blessings for great success on your journey!

I'm Ben, 30 year old male living in the States. I found Ryan first through this Youtube channel and then his Skool community. I found him to be genuinely caring and insightful. I've done enough spiritual work which includes meditating for over a thousand hours now to pick apart the fake gurus from the real ones. I can tell that Ryan belongs to the latter. His presence makes you feel deeply seen and heard. There is no end to how far down the spiritual rabbit hole you can go with him. He helped me work through not just one but a handful of dark night of the soul experiences and a major life transition within a six month period. It was transformative. For those who want depth go to Ryan.